четвртак, 2. септембар 2010.

Maybe I just don't want to admit?

Love.
What about it?
Some used to say, love is in the air. Is it? Is it just an oxygen we breath, is it in our food, drink, thoughts, veins? And more important than all of the above, does it exist?
Some say they believe in it. How come, when they haven't actually felt it? Some say they don't believe in it. How come when they love their friends and family?
I myself am not a very romantic soul, but a bit of romantics I do have. And, yes, I am one of those biatches who still maintain that they don't believe in love, just because I haven't felt it yet... in a certain way. I am most certain that love for the friends and family does exist, but can we really love someone without limits and boundaries, unconditionally and for real? Honestly, I myself haven't felt that way about anybody. If you know what I mean? Yes, I do like somebody, honestly, and... maybe I'm just too afraid to admit it. I've always been. And it's all new and different for me, new day, new life, new friends. New... crush. Huh. And, if I may say, I really don't know what I should do. Sit and stare? Thanks for advice, rather not. But, go ahead? No... Neither of those two. But what's the third option and is there one? Where is the third way I want to go? Should I say it loud and proud, or should I just... I don't know, continue telling myself it's nothing and once again throw the love life away?
It's empty.